No sabes porqué pero sientes alivio
You take it for granted that it is going to happen, but have no idea about when
Mil mariposas recorren tu alma y
Luchan contra esas serpientes que intentan apoderarse de tu cuerpo
Ves caras, ves cosas, ves mundo
y ese sentimiento vuelve a aparecer
piensas,
llegas a la conclusión de que todo es nada,
y solo lo que no puedes ver es algo.
Estar sentado en una nube
mientras contemplas al mundo
es bonito,
pero para hacer eso primero hay que estar vivo
y, luego hay que sentir.
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viernes, 17 de octubre de 2014
viernes, 16 de mayo de 2014
WE
It is when his spirit emerges from the
shadow of the forgotten soul..
that I, now a woman still in love with him,
fantasize.
Is it possible to fall in love with someone
you have seen only once or twice in your whole life? Is it possible to become
addicted to somebody’s writing by feeling that you are him and that he is
you..?
Little did I imagine how identified I was
gonna feel with his writings and intellect.
It doesn’t matter how much time do I spend
on thinking about that product of the imagination that I will never forget him.
Is it possible to feel that person next to
you by reading his thoughts even being hundred miles away from him?
I wonder whether this feeling of
uncertainty will cease... whether it
will become true or not. “What you think, you become” said Buddha but... to
what extent may I ask?
I can feel his mind melted in mine... it is
still difficult however.
It is not his beauty that amazes me, it is
the fact that I know from the very first time that I knew about him that our
souls were perfect mates and infinitely compatible.
I think, however, that love comes and goes like everything in life ... love is ephemeral like beauty, youth and awareness since our existence is dominated by the fugacity of hours, minutes and seconds.
Sometimes I think if I shall do something, (no, that's too simple i guess)
sometimes I think that forced things are too unnatural to be done.
Then, I remember that what we imagine is real and real things are possible and, thus, probable.
I prefer to let life act upon its course and she will be the one to decide, not me.
If I have to meet this perfect and impaired soul again, I will. And, without any doubt, when our minds make love his mind will definitely become charmed by mine ... as I am with his.
martes, 3 de diciembre de 2013
Realidad cruel
Uno de los mayores problemas de hoy en día es que
muchos de nosotros no sabemos apreciar lo que se nos interpone a la vista. Yo,
a veces, la primera. Nos quejamos de cosas que nos hacen falta o querríamos
tener, sin embargo cuando las tenemos ya no las queremos o el interés se
pierde. Por lo tanto, las ideas no están claras.
Otorgamos
importancia a cosas insignificantes y no valoramos lo vital. La vida no es
ningún juego, aunque en ocasiones pueda parecerlo. La vida es real, y a veces
corrupta. Y problema es que las personas no saben aprovechar lo que tienen
delante de sus ojos, ya sea en términos de amor, salud, bienestar social u
otros.
Realmente estoy escribiendo esto
porque me pregunto; ¿Cuál será la manera correcta de ver la realidad? Y me
auto-respondo que no la hay. Nuestros ojos no están preparados para ver eso,
nuestra mente quizás si.
En esta sociedad, todos estamos en el mismo nivel. No
hay individuo existente más ni menos que otro individuo. Desgraciadamente,
ideas superficiales han reinado la jerarquía y estatus social de nuestro mundo.
Y desde aquí expongo que estoy totalmente en contra de la superficialidad y de
todo lo perfecto. Me gusta lo imperfecto. La naturalidad es algo que
progresivamente se está perdiendo con la ayuda de redes sociales, televisión y
otros.
¿Porqué nos separamos de algo que nos ha creado? ¿Porqué alteramos
aquello de lo que se supone que deberíamos de estar orgullosos? Mis ojos aún
no son capaces de ver eso, ni mi mente tampoco de entenderlo. Quizás deberíamos
basarnos en aquella idea expuesta en "The Passions and the Interests"
que cuanto más interés colectivo haya en una sociedad más comercio hay, y más
desarrollo mundial aflorará. Y una cosa lleva a la otra y al final vuelve el
caos. Ese caos colectivo es el que el día menos pensado destruirá el ciclo de
nuestras vidas.
El amor es otra fuerza del caos capaz de destruir tanto el
interior como el exterior de la persona. ¿Existe el amor real? ¿Qué es amor?
¿Dónde se encuentra? Mis ojos no lo han visto aún, mi mente si, y mi alma lo ha
notado quizás en algún momento. Pienso que se debe de luchar por amor, con
total naturalidad y, ahí será cuando se encuentre esa realidad.
lunes, 2 de diciembre de 2013
Thingy
Was it hope?
It has left me in doubt
The air was passing through our mouths
your lips were little by little closer to mine
closer to mine, that was the Hope.
The hope has gone with you,
away.
Your hope has plunged mine into despair
and mine has done so with yours.
My hope is not crying any moreMy hope has still hope
But it has gone
I don’t know where.
Shall I go out there and look for it?
I hope there is a hope looking out for me out there as well.
Our hands melted
and we almost kissed, but no
it was only a hope.
But she comes and goes,
Like the sun, like feelings
immersed in nature
Hope is the circle of life,
surrounded by circumstances.
miércoles, 23 de octubre de 2013
IS THERE A CORRECT WAY OF READING “GOTHIC FICTION”?
If you
think that gothic writers have to be careful, I do not know whether you are
right or wrong. Gothic writing poses two controversial issues: the language vs.
the content, and the function vs. the form. To me, in gothic narratives as in many others, language would be
equal to the function each linguistic sign has one after another, whereas
content would be the form we give to the gothic narrative after having seen all
the functions that the language, we are reading, has built through the text.
This issue
may seem to be simple, nonetheless it is rather problematic. Is there harmony
between form and content in the gothic narrative? Or is the form against the
content? Well, if one speaks from a formal point of view, there must be
coherence between both since we need a beginning, followed by a liminal part leading
up to the end of the story, (all covered by a plot). In this sense, so to speak, our
expectations perfectly fit within the belief that there is harmony, or a kind
of balance, between form and function.
However,
the gothic narrative will always have an element of “otherness”. And it is the otherness
what makes the text “gothic”. Do we have a cause and an effect? Of course we
do. From the very beginning that the narrative starts (x = cause), it may
multiply the narrative space (x1, x2, x3 …) and Y would be “the effect”. Would
be these lasts concepts equal to the form that we give to the story we are
reading? Would they overlap with the function of it? I actually believe that
one cannot be read without the reading of the other and vice versa. There is no form if there are no functions and there is no effect if there are no causes. We should read between the
lines of the narrative when reading gothic. Its otherness is what we may call
the unknown. The unknown is what leads us to the mystical, to the endless
circle of the terror and the horror of the gothic text. And it is the otherness of some characters in the gothic that we do not know when it is going to end. In this sense, there must be a lack of cause but not of effect since we do not know why the ghost is always scaring people. We are only conscious of the effect but not of its origins. From this point of view, one could say that the gothic claims the presence of a missing element within the narrative.
In a nutshell, how
should be the gothic genre read in terms of rationality? This problematic
question can lead us to infite problematic answers. The point one should
make when talking about gothic is more a matter of “why” rather than “when or
where”. We already know when the action takes place, or where it occurs but not
why. We may not be able to give a specific answer to “why some characters are
trapped in the same circle always and forever”. We should be rational about our
analysis, if we speak about structure (also from Propp’s view), but we may be illogic
when talking about why ghosts are trapped in eternity.There is no why if there is no "where" and "when" and there is no "where" neither "when" if there is no why.
domingo, 25 de agosto de 2013
Romanticismo
El ser humano es complejo y multifuncional. Somos el resultado de una historia que no sabremos con certeza alguna, para ser concreta, nunca. Historia que se puede interpretar desde un punto de vista matemático o, en su defecto, básicamente estructural. Somos una variedad dentro de la variedad. Así pues, la diversidad en todos los sentidos también se aplica al romanticismo, y no hablo de romanticismo de amor sino del movimiento cultural y político de finales del siglo xviii.
Tomando otro punto de vista, llamémosle a la vida cuerpo y a las personas células, ya que somos multifuncionales, porque somos nosotros los humanos la unidad de mayor tamaño que pueda considerarse viva de nuestra especie. Por esa regla de tres aplicada a la diversidad y a la variedad, deberíamos de tomarnos la vida con filosofía. La filosofía romántica es aquella en la que, desde mi punto de vista, -y aquí expongo mi teoría-, se basa en la libertad de seguir buscando constantemente nuevas formas de vida, puntos de vista, y así sucesivamente incluyendo todo tipo de conceptos desde el dolor hasta el amor. Dicha filosofía se desentiende de los estereotipos y clacisismos, y enfatiza los sentimientos.
El sentimiento de un ser humano es lo más importante que hay que tener en cuenta a la hora de analizar el comportamiento del mismo. Es decir, un ser humano que analiza a otro lo hace a través de sentimientos, y a veces (no siempre) desde una filosofía romántica. Cabe decir que el tener un punto de vista romántico no tiene nada que ver con el amor o similares. Puede construirse en su base, pero no van de la mano. Todo está conectado, unas cosas con otras y todo con todo pero a la vez con nada. Por ese mismo motivo es el que debemos de adoptar ciertos puntos de vista, para así comprender más, aprender más y sentirse día a día mejor. Adoptar una filosofía de vida romántica puede ser mucho más sano y productivo que adoptar una filosofía de vida ignorante. Tendríamos que guiarnos de ese camino al que nos lleva la filosofía romántica, y si es hacia el incorrecto mejor, para así cuantas más veces pasemos por lo incorrecto más preparados llegaremos a lo correcto, con más ganas y más fuerza. Siempre es bueno tener algo presente y es que la perfección no es reina de nada en esta filosofía. La perfección al 100% no existe y jamás lo hara. La simpleza es la mejor perfección, a pesar de formar parte de la complejidad del ser humano.
Tomando otro punto de vista, llamémosle a la vida cuerpo y a las personas células, ya que somos multifuncionales, porque somos nosotros los humanos la unidad de mayor tamaño que pueda considerarse viva de nuestra especie. Por esa regla de tres aplicada a la diversidad y a la variedad, deberíamos de tomarnos la vida con filosofía. La filosofía romántica es aquella en la que, desde mi punto de vista, -y aquí expongo mi teoría-, se basa en la libertad de seguir buscando constantemente nuevas formas de vida, puntos de vista, y así sucesivamente incluyendo todo tipo de conceptos desde el dolor hasta el amor. Dicha filosofía se desentiende de los estereotipos y clacisismos, y enfatiza los sentimientos.
El sentimiento de un ser humano es lo más importante que hay que tener en cuenta a la hora de analizar el comportamiento del mismo. Es decir, un ser humano que analiza a otro lo hace a través de sentimientos, y a veces (no siempre) desde una filosofía romántica. Cabe decir que el tener un punto de vista romántico no tiene nada que ver con el amor o similares. Puede construirse en su base, pero no van de la mano. Todo está conectado, unas cosas con otras y todo con todo pero a la vez con nada. Por ese mismo motivo es el que debemos de adoptar ciertos puntos de vista, para así comprender más, aprender más y sentirse día a día mejor. Adoptar una filosofía de vida romántica puede ser mucho más sano y productivo que adoptar una filosofía de vida ignorante. Tendríamos que guiarnos de ese camino al que nos lleva la filosofía romántica, y si es hacia el incorrecto mejor, para así cuantas más veces pasemos por lo incorrecto más preparados llegaremos a lo correcto, con más ganas y más fuerza. Siempre es bueno tener algo presente y es que la perfección no es reina de nada en esta filosofía. La perfección al 100% no existe y jamás lo hara. La simpleza es la mejor perfección, a pesar de formar parte de la complejidad del ser humano.
lunes, 22 de julio de 2013
The energy of a soul
There is always something to think about. The more you think about it, the more it will become true. It is like a dream.
We never think about doing it for no reason. We are always seeking for many reasons to do it but what you do not know is that the less you think about a reason the better we will do it. If you do not believe me, just try it. Reasons are out there waiting for us to be found, but they are like evergreen trees. They never disappear. And it is that force of energy that makes them stay. Because if a soul has energy, the soul will definitely make it happen.
We are afraid of facts, unlike Dickens: ‘NOW, what I want is, Facts. Teach these boys and girls nothing
but Facts. Facts alone are wanted in life. Plant nothing else, and root out everything else. You can only form the minds of reasoning animals upon Facts: nothing else will ever be of any service to them. This is the principle on which I bring up my own children, and this is the principle on which I bring up these children. Stick to Facts, sir!’. Moreover, he stated that in The One Thing Needful in Hard Times and I strongly hold his view because facts are needful. Humans need facts to do things, not reasons. If we made it happen because of one reason there would be hundreds facts out there waiting to be analyzed. That is the reason why one does not need a reason for doing something but energy. The energy works without reasons but with facts. And that energy is inside you. You are the one in control of your energy, because humans are doomed to it.
And to make matters worse, the fact will become definitely true when naked. Make it with passion and love.
A naked soul is the spirit of life.
And for no reason.
Just try to do it.
Then tell me.
We never think about doing it for no reason. We are always seeking for many reasons to do it but what you do not know is that the less you think about a reason the better we will do it. If you do not believe me, just try it. Reasons are out there waiting for us to be found, but they are like evergreen trees. They never disappear. And it is that force of energy that makes them stay. Because if a soul has energy, the soul will definitely make it happen.
We are afraid of facts, unlike Dickens: ‘NOW, what I want is, Facts. Teach these boys and girls nothing
but Facts. Facts alone are wanted in life. Plant nothing else, and root out everything else. You can only form the minds of reasoning animals upon Facts: nothing else will ever be of any service to them. This is the principle on which I bring up my own children, and this is the principle on which I bring up these children. Stick to Facts, sir!’. Moreover, he stated that in The One Thing Needful in Hard Times and I strongly hold his view because facts are needful. Humans need facts to do things, not reasons. If we made it happen because of one reason there would be hundreds facts out there waiting to be analyzed. That is the reason why one does not need a reason for doing something but energy. The energy works without reasons but with facts. And that energy is inside you. You are the one in control of your energy, because humans are doomed to it.
And to make matters worse, the fact will become definitely true when naked. Make it with passion and love.
A naked soul is the spirit of life.
And for no reason.
Just try to do it.
Then tell me.
miércoles, 29 de mayo de 2013
Half-Naked Man Lying on a Wood in London
I decided to draw this scene which I
must call: Half-Naked Man Lying on a Wood in London. The quotes are taken from Thomas Hobbes Leviathan Chapter XIII on the Nature of mankind as concerning their felicity and misery. If you follow my blog, you will know that I strongly support the idea of man as a selfish creature corrupted by society. That's why I, suddenly inspired, took a pen and let imagination play its role.
"Nature hath made
men so equal in the faculties of body and mind as that, though there be found
one man sometimes manifestly stronger in body or of quicker mind than another,
yet when all is reckoned together the difference between man and man is not so
considerable as that one man can thereupon claim to himself any benefit to
which another may not pretend as well as he. For as to the strength of body,
the weakest has strength enough to kill the strongest, either by secret
machination or by confederacy with others that are in the same danger with
himself"
"The passions that incline men to peace are: fear of death; desire of such things as are necessary to commodious living; and a hope by their industry to obtain them"
We are like books
Some of us are born romantic, some achieve romanticism, and some have romanticism trust upon them.
The true love
is felt. It does matter if he or she is talking to somebody else. You won’t
feel jealous but happy. You will feel complete. That is called true real love. And
I still believe in love.
Love is either
everything or nothing.
When someone
feels love, they feel at a stage of exultant happiness.
If a soul loves you,
just kiss
and love
If a soul loves you,
feel the power
share the force
If a soul loves you,
hug them
and accompany them
because
“If the soul is left in darkness, sins will be committed. The guilty one is not he who commits the sin, but the one who causes the darkness" by Victor Hugo in Les Miserables.
“Some texts are born
literary, some achieve literariness, and some have literariness thrust upon
them. Breeding in this respect may count
for a good deal more than birth” from Terry Eagleton, Literary
Theory, pp. 7-8
sábado, 25 de mayo de 2013
On "The Importance of Being Earnest"
“The
Importance of Being Earnest” (fig. La
importancia de llamarse honesto)
Wilde uses
a pun of words for the title of his “sentimental comedy”. Shall we call it “The
importance of being ERNEST”? A bunch of critics (including me) have pointed out
that the title of Wilde’s play gives us the key to success (and to understand
it).
This comedy
of manners reveals a side of life: “nature and the human being” I would say.
It would be
easier for those who have read the play to understand me. Jack Worthing (is he
worth it?). He is the pivotal figure in the play and he pretends to be what he
is not. Why does Gwendolen only want to marry a man called “Ernest”? Do you
understand it?
Me neither.
When we
humans pretend to plan things, it will all end up being a failure. The
importance of be called Ernest will have its consequences. Being coherent is
difficult because sometimes we will lie if we really want to achieve our goals.
However, Wilde’s satirical hypocrisy (Jack Worthing pretending to be Ernest not
Earnest) is not the role that one should play in their lives. So being earnest has its merit. “Nature […] immersed in its necessary work”
(quote that comes to mind, if I remember well from a Sadaat Hasan Manto’s short
sotry) will always work the same. I mean society is revolution and man is
selfish by nature (Hobbes).
If I were
Gwendolen I wouldn’t care. I would appreciate the fact that HE has tried to
pretend being Ernest because of me. Real love only happens once. When a soul
feels real love it is because there are no worries, no more things to worry
about. It doesn’t matter what the other soul does because you know that he will
be yours inside freedom.
“I hope you have not been leading a double life,
pretending to be wicked, and being really good all the time. That would be
hypocrisy” Oscar
Wilde, The Importance of being Earnest.
REAL LOVE
in days to come.
domingo, 19 de mayo de 2013
MEET ME
This is the first time that I
don’t know how to begin writing. These words come from the deepest of my soul.
These words are for those ones who truly appreciate them.
Some of us pass the time complaining, feeling envy for the other, being selfish or hypocrite... It is hard to realize that the human being is self-interested by nature. Some of us spend our time fighting with others. Some of us are violent (I am standing on the corner of a street and watching two men fighting and the police intervening) I wonder where does the love lie? Where do we, human beings, hide our real love?
Some of us only care about appearances and beauty. Some of us are superficial. Why do boys only ask me for going out to posh night clubs instead of going to a library? Am I an object for them? What do they pretend? It is sad the fact of realizing how males and females behave nowadays. I am really fed up of receiving loads of whatsapp messages from different boys but with the same content: "you out tonight? Come to X(whatever)" instead of "fancy a talk?, fancy a beer?, fancy a walk?" Where are the gents? Where are the ladies? Where are your intellects? I guess that the fact of feeling yourself unused or wasted in the sense that you don’t find what you want and anyone finds you is an ordinary thing nowadays. Maybe, the ones who we don’t pay attention to are the ones for us. And, the ones who ignore and hurt us (the ones who we inevitably want) are the ones who we MUST ignore. Sometimes, in life, reason is a complement for love. And using your intellect won’t hurt you. Creating a balance between reason and feelings must be a MUST.
Who cares about the fake boobs of the girl sitting in front of me right now? Who cares about that guy next to this bus driving a Ferrari or wearing a Louis Vuitton t-shirt? Those things are amongst the most esteemed features in society nowadays. And that is the pity. We only see through the eyes and, sometimes, forget that we can also see through the heart.
Some of us are cruel. Some of us take advantage of the situation, laugh at others and insult them simply because they are not beautiful or skinny enough. And life's rules cannot be played like this. Some of us are rude. Some of us don’t realize what we have until we lose it. And that is the pure and simple truth. The truth is that today we are here, and tomorrow we may not. Two young souls died yesterday in the city where I come from and I still don’t believe it. Life is so cruel sometimes for no reason. And I will always wonder… but why? The saddest thing is that we temporarily realize the value of life when these things happen. Then we forget. Sad. Very sad. We should know that we all posses the most expensive, valuable and exquisite thing… and it is LIFE itself.
My journey in this bus ends (I am happy to see this couple kissing with such passion) and getting off it I walk home thinking about the real truth of life. How can we find it? Where is the path to it? There are no paths to find the real truth because the truth is constructed little by little and day by day. It is a complement of our lives since each individual has a particular truth. The truth is singular. And reality varies from one’s eyes to other’s eyes.
Some of us pass the time complaining, feeling envy for the other, being selfish or hypocrite... It is hard to realize that the human being is self-interested by nature. Some of us spend our time fighting with others. Some of us are violent (I am standing on the corner of a street and watching two men fighting and the police intervening) I wonder where does the love lie? Where do we, human beings, hide our real love?
Some of us only care about appearances and beauty. Some of us are superficial. Why do boys only ask me for going out to posh night clubs instead of going to a library? Am I an object for them? What do they pretend? It is sad the fact of realizing how males and females behave nowadays. I am really fed up of receiving loads of whatsapp messages from different boys but with the same content: "you out tonight? Come to X(whatever)" instead of "fancy a talk?, fancy a beer?, fancy a walk?" Where are the gents? Where are the ladies? Where are your intellects? I guess that the fact of feeling yourself unused or wasted in the sense that you don’t find what you want and anyone finds you is an ordinary thing nowadays. Maybe, the ones who we don’t pay attention to are the ones for us. And, the ones who ignore and hurt us (the ones who we inevitably want) are the ones who we MUST ignore. Sometimes, in life, reason is a complement for love. And using your intellect won’t hurt you. Creating a balance between reason and feelings must be a MUST.
Who cares about the fake boobs of the girl sitting in front of me right now? Who cares about that guy next to this bus driving a Ferrari or wearing a Louis Vuitton t-shirt? Those things are amongst the most esteemed features in society nowadays. And that is the pity. We only see through the eyes and, sometimes, forget that we can also see through the heart.
Some of us are cruel. Some of us take advantage of the situation, laugh at others and insult them simply because they are not beautiful or skinny enough. And life's rules cannot be played like this. Some of us are rude. Some of us don’t realize what we have until we lose it. And that is the pure and simple truth. The truth is that today we are here, and tomorrow we may not. Two young souls died yesterday in the city where I come from and I still don’t believe it. Life is so cruel sometimes for no reason. And I will always wonder… but why? The saddest thing is that we temporarily realize the value of life when these things happen. Then we forget. Sad. Very sad. We should know that we all posses the most expensive, valuable and exquisite thing… and it is LIFE itself.
My journey in this bus ends (I am happy to see this couple kissing with such passion) and getting off it I walk home thinking about the real truth of life. How can we find it? Where is the path to it? There are no paths to find the real truth because the truth is constructed little by little and day by day. It is a complement of our lives since each individual has a particular truth. The truth is singular. And reality varies from one’s eyes to other’s eyes.
And now, once my journey is finished and you met myself a little bit more, I am lying on my
bed... thinking that some of us are good. Some of us are wonderful. Some of us
(maybe you) pass our time laughing, smiling and being happy. Some of us help the other
and take care of our friends and family day by day. Some of us do not mind
about that fat boy or girl and think that we could be in love with him or her
(in fact I was). Because anyway... you will be in love with a soul and not with
a body. And, I must admit that harmony can be perfectly felt this way because I
experienced it. Remember that your reality varies from other’s one. Some of us live in peace. Some of us are tolerant. Some of us still believe in love... because me, after all, I still believe in love. I am grateful, at the age of 23, of being where I am right now and writing this text for you all. I am extremelly grateful to my family, specially to my parents, for giving me the opportunity of bringing me into this wonderful world and teaching me the value of things. Always forgive your enemies, and remember LIFE is gold, appreciate it.
Thanks for reading. Love you all.
martes, 14 de mayo de 2013
On love
Do you
believe that love is found by means of reason (fatalistic view)? Or do you
think that it is found by chance? Give me your hypothesis and let's get to the thesis.
I've been trying to analyse from many perspectives what love is or should be. We attempt to idealise the concept of love quite often. When we idealise something we (somehow) ignore the consequences of it. This is the reason why some of us fall in love so quickly, but it is good. The ones who fall in love too fast are the ones who get to know who they are. This way, knowledge is a complement of love. It creates balance between the ideal conceptualisation of love and the real one.
To my mind, love can be found either my means of reason or by means of chance. So I made a list of what I consider love involves. For my analysis i've read some ideas of such philosphers as Plato and Ortega y Gasset, among others.
1. Love as a
path to find your goal
2. Love as a
force of chaos that transforms everything
3. Love as a
metamorphosis
4. Love as a
rational process
5. Love as
an accident
6. Love as a
perfect idealisation of beauty
7. Love as a
sexual act (Ortega)
8. Love as
charm
9. Love as a
mental status of misery in which the conscience will be impoverished and
paralyzed (Ortega)
10. Love as a
naked manifestation of the self
11. Love as an
intimate process to discover one’s self
12. Love is
two-sided: real and imaginary
13. Love as an aesthetic admiration
14. I believe
that love is everything and, at the same time, nothing.
15. Love as a
divine invention that conserves the beauty of nature
16. Love is
harmony.
Finally, love will always involve more than one subject. In other words, there must be at least two people performing love. If there are more than two people the situation changes and we would be talking about Shakespearean love triangular relationships, in which corruption would be a counter part (Thomas Hobbes).
Love is a mixture of the ideal and the real. Things
are more probable than improbable.
domingo, 12 de mayo de 2013
The one
The source
of inspiration of the following extract is “Fatso”, a short story, written by
Etgar Keret. For those who haven´t read it this is the link to the narrativehttp://stuyww.weebly.com/uploads/1/4/0/6/14065772/etgar_keret_fatso.pdf
There is life. And, there is us. Where is
your man? Where is your woman? On the globe.
If you are seeking for a partner, stop
seeking. Your partner is not going to appear now. Maybe he is out there waiting
for you. Maybe he is next to you now. Maybe he is reading what i am writing
now. Maybe you are my partner (sorry, my future partner). But I say maybe.
MAYBE. And, only maybe, I am and will be yours.
The real love (in days to come) is that
made up of no words. There are neither sentences nor verbal expressions to
describe what real love is. I guess we are all looking for something similar to
fill the gap. So, mind the gap please. Have you ever heard that recorded woman
saying “mind the gap please, between the train and the platform”? Maybe she is
the one. Or maybe not, who knows. So if you have the opportunity to meet her,
please do it and mind the gap. Maybe my one is the randomer who bombarded me with strange questions at 5am on my way back home and terrified me. Maybe the fact that I saw the same randomer three times in the same place means that he is the one. Quizás si, quizás no. Todo es cuestión de plantearselo.
Okay, bromas a parte. A sí que bueno... the thing that I
want to make clear is that the other is not there to fill our emptiness. The
other is there as a complement and the relationship between you and the other will be bidirectional. Maybe you don´t find the love of your life, or
maybe the love of your life is right there standing next to your soul, your
writings, your smiles, your creativity. Also, you may think that the love of
your life doesn’t exist. Me I do. I believe in the real love. Do you know why? Because
when someone has accumulated love inside… it is impossible not to believe in
love. You will always be somebody for someone. The key issue here is
exploration.
If you
think that person is the one, who you already know and who is not yours but was,
that person is not the one. The feeling will come. The love will come. Your beloved will come. My love will come. If
everything was failure, think that it wasn’t a failure at all (call it unsuccessful attempt). Think that you
learned something good about the bad. The day has 24 hours. You have to make it
have 48. And make two days of one. And the situation will change. In these 48
hours you will explore as much as you can to find your reason; the reason why
you made the day to have 48 hours instead of 24. Two days, two people. And the
situation will change: “And so it goes:
every night you fall asleep with him struggling to stay awake for the
Argentinian finals, and in the morning, there is she, the beautiful, forgiving
woman who you love, too, till it hurts”.
"Nothing ventured, nothing gained"
"Nothing ventured, nothing gained"
We see through art.
Model: Pedro Jiménez
Art is a form for understanding the world and its components.
The forms of art are infinite. All of us play important roles within society but some perform our own plays.
Sometimes we do not distinguish between reality and illusion. This is the reason why the ones who perform their own play are still quite alive.
The performance involves several processes: the social, the historical, the geographical, the intellectual, the economic, the political and, the most important one, THE CREATIVE. All of them will always be present. However the creative can be absent somehow. Not every human being is able to create (in spite of human's ability to create) because not everyone develops the skill of creating as a component part to be alive in the globe.
Sometimes one has to wear a mask... however it should not be worn. Masks are liars and lies are not good. The only reason why you should wear a mask would be as a mode of defense (to defend yourself), but without losing your judgement.
The magic of the moment will last forever once you take your mask off and create. And, never ever, attempt to impress others on purpose because it is ridiculous. If you want to be a functional intellect on stage, play fair.
jueves, 9 de mayo de 2013
The problems of saying NO.
The denial
of negation is a problem.
When you
say “no” you are losing. The path to the unknown now is closed for you. In
order to say no, you first need to try it and once you know how it is say NO.
If you are not able to say NO, it is because you like it and if you like it you
have a serious problem. Where does this problem come from? It comes from your
unconscious since you have denied something you (NOW) like. Why did you say no? Because
you did not know about it. If you had known how it is you probably won´t say
no. So, this is the reason why one never should say NO.
If you are clever enough, never say no. The door must be always opened.
If you do not try, other will try for you... and always the same. We will be always followed by somebody ready to say YES.
Yes represents optimism. No, for instance, shows total negation. So the path you choose is the response you will get in your life.
Reality is behind's ones mind, not in front of one's eye.
lunes, 6 de mayo de 2013
On “Everything and Nothing” Jorge Luis Borges
Photo by Marcos Domingo Sánchez
Model: Pedro Jiménez
“That same day he disposed of his theater. Before a
week was out he had returned to the village of his birth, where he recovered
the trees and the river of his childhood; and he did not bind them to those
others his muse had celebrated, those made illustrious by mythological
allusions and Latin phrases”
“[...] he found himself before God and he said: “I,
who have been so many men in vain, want to be one man: myself.” The voice of
God replied from a whirlwind: “Neither am I oneself; I dreamed the world as you
dreamed your work, my Shakespeare, and among the shapes of my dream are you,
who, like me, are many persons—and none.”
The unnamed
man is now many-sided. He has no name, because he has no fixed identity. But he
is, in fact, one.
Borges’
writing shows a sense of oneness by portraying a man who actually is not a man. And when
a man does not consider himself a man, there are problems. The self, the
soul, the mind, or in other words, one’s identity must be fed by
self-confidence and reason.
Is Borges
writing from an autobiographical perspective? Well, if one takes into account
the fact that he was considered to be a modern symbolist we could say: maybe
yes, he is. Symbolists sought for absolute truth. The impact of the modern world, however, had not only changed psychology, physics and
technology but also literature and rejected (not all of them) religious thinking. The modern world was especially challenging in
terms of socio-political issues. In this sense, when “he
had returned to the village of his birth” searching for the truth out there in nature, the
unnamed man could be said to be a romantic self immersed in nature, where melancholic
childhood reigns.
God is “Everything” but at the same time “nothing”. For those who believe in God,
me I do, we cannot see him but our faith is still there. He is not visible, so
he is nothing. He is God, so he is everything. He is like that unnamed man
Borges is talking about, a man whose masks are infinite but whose self does not
exist. Is that possible?
Is Borges, -like
the Irish Joyce did in A portrait of the
artist as a young man-, trying to pose a theory of art in which he places God
at the same status than the unnamed man? God asks the unnamed man not to
complain because he is “many persons—and
none”. In my opinion, Borges theory of art is that of the symbolists writers, that in which truth can only be described as an indirect object from an indirect perspective. The Gods are indirectly visible. We know of their existence but never saw them.
Thanks for reading.
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